Moving On

Life is Smiling again.

Sure ,everytime I go out and come back home, I'm always on the verge of shouting "Honey, I'm back!"
But even when we were together, I hardly ever shouted it to anyone - he was always going out, always finding an excuse to go out.
In the evenings it is sad that I'm alone watching TV instead of cuddling, talking and joking with someone I love - but wait - when was the last time we did that?
We had absolutely stopped having fun together.
Intimacy was a disgusting activity I had to put up with - like animals satisfying a need rather that two loving people sharing everything they have in the world.

My daughter is an infinite source of joy to me.
She's the happiest little baby around - talking "goo, ga, aya, boo, brrr" Her smiles are enough to melt the snow of antartica.

I've also started working from home in my mother's business, establishing new contacts. She imports toxin-free detergents and toiletries, and I'm in charge of establishing new contacts and expanding the business. It is fun. Most of it is done from home, so I still spend many hours in the company of my baby, and it is very interesting, I'm meeting new people, and sometimes I have a reason to put on a suit and go out.